Just a rounding error...

One sweet incident, 5 months of friendship, 4 months of love, 7 sweet evenings & some bitter memories. A promise for ever took minutes to end. I figured out feelings felt to be eternal were words cribbed on a piece of paper....

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So who to blame? No one? not you, not her, certainly not the people, but every thing around you that result in a string to break. When things are stretched, they expand to a certain limit till cords start getting week & finally spank! The memories do haunt for some time, a face becomes shadow & nights lame, but stronger of you would stand firm at this stage & succeed. You might find it harsh, but when you understand that the current was against you, you would realize I was right.

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The tough part of breaking up is the month after that. The memories & moments haunt you, friends talk things & emotions leave you stranded alone. Getting over addictions is tough, drugs hurt you, you start hating yourself, loose all you have but leaving it anhan! not so easy. Overcoming this phase is tough, as you pretend like the tall tree with week roots, it falls but refuses to bend....

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Don't ask me how much I miss her, coz a friend once said even if you have to let a pet go, tears haunt you; leaving a person you love is much more difficult. Every failed relationship leaves a scar on your face, a scar others cant see others cant fix, you have to live with it not to remember the pain but the good memories.

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Five months or five years in an avg life of 50 years is a rounding error, so I'll move on & focus on what's there for me rather than what is lost.

The mirror without a face....

What separates a man from animal is difficult to establish today. The evolution process has gone a little beyond my understanding & what next generation is going to witness; lets not even waste time.

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During the whole evolution phase one thing that has not changed is the human emotions. Man was emotional then & is yet emotional today. Its global warming that has cooled few hearts & melted others, rest of the rules are still same.

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The rules of relationship are complex, process life taking & the end never guaranteed. How ever good the home work is but things never shape up as you want. The irony is that sometimes a person means every thing to you but is simply not meant to be, but on the other hand a person who doesn't even matter, ends up meaning everything toyou....

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Talking on a different note, mirror is the most humble invention. Other than few cosmetic changes, it is still the same mirror passing the same message to people every day. Every house, room or office has one, the loyalty is impeccable; you can use the same one as long as you want & would not leave you till you drop it or throw it.

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Other than telling the naked truth, it also does another job. When you are in a relationship, it starts showing you the face of the person you love & in their eyes all the dreams that follow. Its better than a picture, as you can see your better half as part of you, just with a different face. May be this is the reason, it's said that a mirror has two faces, hmm..

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The only issue with the mirror is it always speaks the truth & try this; if you are really not in love or the love is not strong enough, stand in front of it & look! If your face starts getting blur & eventually fades out, its time for you to stop & start fresh!